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What's wrong with the CD player? Just can't seem to read off my CDs.
I think I just might have had enough. I don't want to feel jilted anymore. Time to put it all aside.
Watched 50 First Dates. Ah Pennis Dhang is such a hopeless romantic, he actually thought of it as one of the best romantic shows of all time. Moron. But don't get me wrong, it really isn't a bad show. Of course, it has the usual adam sandler private parts and sexual deprivity jokes, coupled with rob schneider's nipple rubbing antics. And it really is a show for the hopelessly romantic. (sigh my CD player went down on me again) The chemistry between sandler and drew barrymore is great, though she looks rather stoned most of the time, realising over and over again the sad tragedy of her life. Oh and then she brought to mind the whole issue about how some guys like the bah-bah kind of girls. Geesh
Ah what a week it's been. Went to the so called retreat, just another occasion filled with working late nights, caffeine galore. And of course, the day is followed by a draining symposium discussing the wonders of life in thirty-nine. Ah and then, armed with two full hours of sleep, i then went on a joyride to mambo night... Got the closest i've ever been to getting drunk. Slept like a pig that night.
And i think i'm addicted to playing scabble online. Of course, Yahoo can only name it Literati. And i'm definintely addicted to The O.C. now. The fight of the one outsider, convincing everyone to see the outsider in themselves.
Went back to VJ today, for the fund-raising fun fair(or rather, fund-fare?). It's really nice, to go back and infect your self with the so-called Victorian spirit. The mass dances, the walk down the beige corridors, the senseless cheering... Saw lotsa old pals today, William is in OCS, Foxtrot, says he saw my name on the table lamb. It's funny how you can leave your legacy behind in the most stupid ways.
It's the first of may. Supposed to be the second year. What this really shows is how difficult is it for me to let go of feelings that i've held on to so dearly. Time to release that grip boy... It's making the cyanosis show...