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well give me a reason to reason. this is pretty much what i'd call a whacked out period of my life. when alot of things simply doesn't make sense. perhaps they're not supposed to. but all this has set me thinking. heck i'm always thinking. well sometimes i take a hiatus from all the metacognitivity, but then again, the ability to think is seriously empowering. over-empowering?
how things have changed. it was seriously awkward, to a certain extent. it was simply weird.(weird, i used to always spelt weird wrongly..) but at the same time, i'm glad that many things have stayed the same. but for how long? if all that shit about dealing with changes that i've gone through in the past year was supposed to help me in a time of need, that time is now ah say.
the feeling of a weighed down heart.. it revisits me every now and then. and it gets increasingly difficult when i'm with her. sometimes i just can't breathe. hey anyone wants to take me on an experimental adventure about the emotional-physiological relationship? whacked out, i said. this is gonna continue to hurt for awhile, i know. ah..hear the comforting guitar riffs that travels on the sweltering radiowaves...
do i talk too little? can anybody hear me? then why is it that she always cuts me off? maybe i'm just a natural listener(alright so what happened to all the unnatural listeners now..).
so what is one thing that brings two people together? is it simply a common goal in life? is that the numero uno crucialo factoro? 'tell me, that we belong together' sigh i sing too many songs that i don't believe in anymore. nope, i don't think there is any one thing, not at all. but still, here is a good time to realise the points to plot, the mgr of my objectives in life. yeah and then spend the next half of my life plotting my ways on the slippery flimsy piece of talc that is, hopefully, the faith in the unseen things.
and i'm relishing every single moment now. every single bit.
well give me a reason to reason. this is pretty much what i'd call a whacked out period of my life. when alot of things simply doesn't make sense. perhaps they're not supposed to. but all this has set me thinking. heck i'm always thinking. well sometimes i take a hiatus from all the metacognitivity, but then again, the ability to think is seriously empowering. over-empowering?
how things have changed. it was seriously awkward, to a certain extent. it was simply weird.(weird, i used to always spelt weird wrongly..) but at the same time, i'm glad that many things have stayed the same. but for how long? if all that shit about dealing with changes that i've gone through in the past year was supposed to help me in a time of need, that time is now ah say.
the feeling of a weighed down heart.. it revisits me every now and then. and it gets increasingly difficult when i'm with her. sometimes i just can't breathe. hey anyone wants to take me on an experimental adventure about the emotional-physiological relationship? whacked out, i said. this is gonna continue to hurt for awhile, i know. ah..hear the comforting guitar riffs that travels on the sweltering radiowaves...
do i talk too little? can anybody hear me? then why is it that she always cuts me off? maybe i'm just a natural listener(alright so what happened to all the unnatural listeners now..).
so what is one thing that brings two people together? is it simply a common goal in life? is that the numero uno crucialo factoro? 'tell me, that we belong together' sigh i sing too many songs that i don't believe in anymore. nope, i don't think there is any one thing, not at all. but still, here is a good time to realise the points to plot, the mgr of my objectives in life. yeah and then spend the next half of my life plotting my ways on the slippery flimsy piece of talc that is, hopefully, the faith in the unseen things.
and i'm relishing every single moment now. every single bit.
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