Recap.
Bros, booze, betz', bollywood, bad lines, bananas, bolsters and breakfast. Powerman doesn't start with b, but i've just gotta include it into the list. It was anything but a b-list nightout.
I am so not a good cook.
I love the sunny island.
Finally got down to the bible jesus read. It's made me relish the past when i had a childish affinity towards the old testament. Probably due to the colourful teaching aids in sunday school and the animated story telling. I marveled at david's courage and elijah's miracles. And i wondered how come they had so many moses stories to tell. Jonah the loser, gideon the boy with the lousy name, the three flaming buddies whose names i still can't remember, daniel the cat lover, samson the sleezy kid, jacob the wrestler who really deserved a belt, lot the guy with a salty wife, those were the characters that captured my imagination. Well, other than scooby, leonardo, tom, jerry and optimus prime of course. But i've always wondered why the teachers never mentioned how lucifer fell out with heaven before reciting the creation story. It's funny how i complain that the old testament's a hard read nowadays. Yancey's really challenged me to look at it all in a fresh new perspective. He's helped me to reconcile with job's angry rantings and complains towards God and to identify with God as a jilted and rejected lover in deuteronomy. I love the sunny island. It's like a mini retreat away from work and... well maybe just work.
They were screening metade fumaca yesterday night. It's hardly one of my favourite hong kong movies, but definitely one of the most unforgettable. What can be worse than losing your memories? How will you be judged when you lose your mind? Sure, your spirit is still intact, but come the instance when you can no longer exercise your will to repent and forgive? When you no longer remember how to love or hate? That's when you pop a couple of powerman 9000 obnoxious pills and realise the futility of it all.
I will never be satisfied. The day i embrace satisfaction is the day i start fading away.
It's been awhile since i've started asking the question of what makes two people come together. And it's just a few days ago that i've asked that question again. I think i've finally found an answer. "You know it when you're happy when you're with that person. And when you're not with her you know can't bear to be apart from her." wl answered me with an almost vehement conviction. To me, that was a misguided interpretation, almost insulting, a cruel joke that fed upon the poignant memories. I wished it was that simple. It used to be that simple. Nothing's ever so simple. But as always, the wee hours and a warm cup of coffee never fails to bring a little trip into the sentimental and nostalgic. When all i could do is to think of her, hoping that she'd be thinking of me as well, that's when everything breaks down to the bare simplicities, when everything uncomplicates themselves. It's a simple, fluffy, irrational thought. But it's managed to dispel the frustration, confusion and anguish. And everything went back to where it all started from. That gives me comfort, and that's enough for me.
Bros, booze, betz', bollywood, bad lines, bananas, bolsters and breakfast. Powerman doesn't start with b, but i've just gotta include it into the list. It was anything but a b-list nightout.
I am so not a good cook.
I love the sunny island.
Finally got down to the bible jesus read. It's made me relish the past when i had a childish affinity towards the old testament. Probably due to the colourful teaching aids in sunday school and the animated story telling. I marveled at david's courage and elijah's miracles. And i wondered how come they had so many moses stories to tell. Jonah the loser, gideon the boy with the lousy name, the three flaming buddies whose names i still can't remember, daniel the cat lover, samson the sleezy kid, jacob the wrestler who really deserved a belt, lot the guy with a salty wife, those were the characters that captured my imagination. Well, other than scooby, leonardo, tom, jerry and optimus prime of course. But i've always wondered why the teachers never mentioned how lucifer fell out with heaven before reciting the creation story. It's funny how i complain that the old testament's a hard read nowadays. Yancey's really challenged me to look at it all in a fresh new perspective. He's helped me to reconcile with job's angry rantings and complains towards God and to identify with God as a jilted and rejected lover in deuteronomy. I love the sunny island. It's like a mini retreat away from work and... well maybe just work.
They were screening metade fumaca yesterday night. It's hardly one of my favourite hong kong movies, but definitely one of the most unforgettable. What can be worse than losing your memories? How will you be judged when you lose your mind? Sure, your spirit is still intact, but come the instance when you can no longer exercise your will to repent and forgive? When you no longer remember how to love or hate? That's when you pop a couple of powerman 9000 obnoxious pills and realise the futility of it all.
I will never be satisfied. The day i embrace satisfaction is the day i start fading away.
It's been awhile since i've started asking the question of what makes two people come together. And it's just a few days ago that i've asked that question again. I think i've finally found an answer. "You know it when you're happy when you're with that person. And when you're not with her you know can't bear to be apart from her." wl answered me with an almost vehement conviction. To me, that was a misguided interpretation, almost insulting, a cruel joke that fed upon the poignant memories. I wished it was that simple. It used to be that simple. Nothing's ever so simple. But as always, the wee hours and a warm cup of coffee never fails to bring a little trip into the sentimental and nostalgic. When all i could do is to think of her, hoping that she'd be thinking of me as well, that's when everything breaks down to the bare simplicities, when everything uncomplicates themselves. It's a simple, fluffy, irrational thought. But it's managed to dispel the frustration, confusion and anguish. And everything went back to where it all started from. That gives me comfort, and that's enough for me.
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