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Vain pursuits. Voice creeking. Vested interest. Pretty much sums up all the experiences i've since had.
They are finally here. Is 5770 square kilometers not enough land to train on? But its nice to finally see them. To know that, no matter the intrinsic value of it all, all you've been slogging for actually materialises into something tangible. Well almost.
I've realised a few things about my job today. One, i've been required to talk nicely through the phone way too often. No choice. But sometimes i just wish to scream into the mouthpiece, telling those sobs to shut the... nevermind. Two, the thing called job satisfaction is an elusive thing. Three, the only way to learn is through screw ups. The bad thing is, there are too many ways to screw things up.
Great, bahbei's laughing at me for having my birthday fall on... ahem. Nevermind.
Why don't more people tell me i'm dumb? Without pushing me to the point of pulverising them of course. (Watch out, fartman) The fact is, i am. Dumb. Even pieman deserves a holiday.
Unity in diversity/diversity in unity. Cliche shit. Just keeps hitting me in my face. Sometimes, you just need too many analogies to force yourself to see past everything and understand the undelying meaning.
White and pasty. Ew.
Watched that army show on the bus today. I must admit, the army never looked better. The lush greens, the cool toys, the too-kind-to-bite-you mosquitoes. For awhile, i felt like going chiong sua again. Actually i still do.
Ah sa mu is the latest member in my list of sinful indulgences.
Most people don't understand half the things i write. Don't worry, after three days, i'd be as clueless as you.

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